want

i want to see a piece of art that moves me, the way gustav klimt's 'tree of life' did, when i stumbled upon it.

i want to ride a bicycle and take a canal tour through the tulip fields of the netherlands.

i want celine/jesse (before sunrise/before sunset) type of relationship conversations and magic.

i want to eat something that is so amazing that i remember what it tastes like, years later. (cayman islands lobster cicra 1995)

i want a dance like 'the one' dance with hugo. where every step was offered and delivered in that perfect state of mind.

i want to wonder new city and see something i didn't know was there. like the park filled with cats, in buenos aires.
 
i want to remember happiness and joy. so i will go out and look for it.

i want to make out, like i did with 'tent boy'. where we both pull away giggling, because we both know how magical it was. and we want to do it again.

i want to live in another new place.

i want to meet a stranger that moves me to tears. like the boy in goya, outside the church.

i want to feel as strong as i did after that weight lifting class i did with donna. where i could move mountains.

i want to see a performance like the one in vegas with victor. pure, childlike joy.

i want to walk into a room, and own it. (with outfit, shoes, look and attitude to match)

i want to be in a building like the bathhouse in budapest. in awe of a structure and atmosphere.

i want to design and help build my/a house.

i want to perform a dance that i am amazing at.

i want to know what other countries and cities smell like.

i want to learn to cook my own curry or mole.

i want to be surprised... by something or someone.

i want less fear and more float.